Love is what you are.
It is all you have ever been, but you were hiding it. You have masks you wear and characters you play, but you long to come back to me.
You long to commune with me in your deepest of hearts. This is what you have been searching for all your many lifetimes, me and I Am here.
I always have been.
Please open your eyes and your hearts and feel this.
I Am here.
I always have been and always will be.
People on Earth at this time need to hear these words. Above all they need healing.
I am not here to judge you. I am here to love you. That is what I do. I heal you with my love.
I Am sending it to you now. Please close your eyes and receive it now. Know that I Am with you dear ones. Know that you are healed.
That is all for now.
We got a surprise. A very, big surprise. Looks like we will be having kiddo number three!
Ladies, you CAN get pregnant while breastfeeding and having almost no sex at all!
By no means am I touting my fertility skills. I have a bunch of friends who struggle with infertility.
One positive pregnancy test is very early to announce a pregnancy. I waited until twenty weeks to announce with the last one. This time is different because I’m different. If I were to have a miscarriage or still born, I would be just as forthright and honest about it, as I would a full term birth. I am not afraid to talk about miscarriage anymore.
I have to admit it is a bit early to be expecting another as my youngest is just turning 1 this Sunday. However, this was not planned and in a lot of ways I’m not even sure how it is possible, but nevertheless here we are. Firstly, we only had sex once. Secondly, he didn’t “leave it in”. Sorry to be blunt, but I’m not mother Mary and this isn’t an immaculate conception. I can’t help but feel it was preordained by the Universe somehow though.
This would not be an appropriate blog post if it wasn’t in some way mystical and of course it is.
About a month ago I was meditating. I go to this beach in my head and I imagine the waves crashing, birds cawing, the Pelicans diving, the sand beneath my feet. You get the picture. Anyway, in this state and in this place, is where I meet with my guides and sometimes deceased relatives. On this particular day, I had a boy of about twenty walk down the beach greet me and sit down beside me. He had dark brown hair and tannish skin and he said his name was “Max.” Max told me he was thinking of incarnating soon and that my family was one he might choose. He said it depended on whether we were going to have anymore children or not though. He said he had often been in our house listening to discussions my husband and I have about the Universe and All That Is. Basically, he liked us and he could work out some of his karma with us and we with him. Now, I don’t recall knowing him in another life, but i’m sure it’s possible.
What can I say. He seems like a real nice kid.
He also told me part of my soul contract is to have a third child, but that I could always choose not to.
Fast forward to now and I’m preggo. This must be Max. I’m excited.
Welcome to our weird family little guy. Can’t wait to meet you in nine months.
FYI: His name will NOT be Max. Sorry buddy. I can only imagine the conversation. “So how did you come up with the name Max?” Uh, nope. Not going there. 🙂
What are Crystal Children?
Crystal children are a new breed of incarnate beings from the higher spiritual realms. They are here to help the evolution of the earth and the human race, by raising our vibrations and teaching us compassion and kindness. They are not to be confused with the Indigo children or even the newer, Rainbow children. These special children get their namesake from the colors of their aura. Crystals have iridescent auras, similar to what an opalite crystal looks like.
Do you have a Crystal child?
Here are some common traits of Crystals:
Parents of Crystals tend to be more spiritual or intuitive people. This makes sense because these beings pick their parents based on this. They realize they need to be understood to grow and learn. They also need to keep their psychic abilities and not lose them as most children do. Parents of Crystals most often report that their children are truly joys to have in their life.
Parenting the Crystal Child:
Parenting the Crystal is no easy task. Although they are generally lighthearted, they expect to be treated with respect. Crystals know when you are lying to them or manipulating them. Any negative energy and they seem to absorb it. It’s important not to argue or yell in front of them because they will often mirror this behavior back to you. As a parent they will teach you compassion and patience. T.V. isn’t a great choice for Crystals, as it puts them into a trance. I wouldn’t recommend ever allowing them to watch violent T.V. or play violent video games.
Crystals Need To Play:
Play is important for all children, but especially the Crystal. They need unscheduled time to play, daydream and create. Provide your crystal with lots of time in nature. Have lots of art supplies on hand, books, instruments or activities where they can move their body. Encourage yoga or meditation.
Education Options For Crystals:
Unconventional education is a great option for Crystals. They need to be free to move and learn at their own pace. Alternative education provides this. I recommend Montessori schools, Waldorf schools, homeschooling or homeschooling co-ops. The most important thing, is to allow them to be themselves and not allow them to be indoctrinated by society. We need these free thinkers to be the future of society and right now our public schools systems just don’t support this.
Crystals are a beautiful gift from above. You are truly blessed if you have one of these children. They are the leaders, healers and teachers of the future. They are like little seeds. They need to be loved and nurtured, given plenty of sunshine and fresh air and they will spring into beautiful flowers that will truly make this world a more beautiful place.
Astral travel who does it; just psychics and highly developed people? Nope, most regular people do it!
When you look on the internet there are a lot of articles about astral projection. I believe there is a difference between astral projection and astral travel, even though they are often grouped together as the same thing.
Astral travel by my definition is the soul leaving the body during sleep. You are not a conscious player. It’s like you are the actor and your higher self is the director. Some people call it nighttime travels or dream time. Astral projection is the soul leaving the body during meditation or lucid dreaming. This is a conscious decision where you are in control of where you are. In this case, you are the director. *In this post I am only discussing astral travel.* The majority of people astral travel during sleep. Those that don’t choose not to before they incarnate.
When you go to sleep at night, you dream. You go to all sorts of places and have all kinds of experiences and interactions. BUT, these are only dreams right? They aren’t real…..
BUT, they are real. Your subconscious cannot tell the difference between an imagined scenario in your head and the real thing. It experiences it the same. Consciousness creates reality.
Sometimes dreams feel more real than the life you’re living. When you dream about a deceased love one, realize they really were there. This was a real interaction with them. You still know them. You can still talk to them.
Time only exists in third and fourth dimensional reality, where we are most of the time. Things seem very linear here. When you dream there is no time. You can live a whole separate life, on a different planet, in the span of one nights sleep. Why? Because there is no time.
Time is a 3D and 4D construct. It serves it’s purpose here, on earth, but it does not exist elsewhere.
When you sleep, your soul leaves your body through the crown of your head. Your soul is free to roam where ever it wants. A soul does not need to rest like the body. Your soul would be very bored if it was stuck in stasis for eight hours while your body rested.
Where does your soul go?
Well, think about it. Where do you find yourself in dreams?
I always find myself in schools. Different schools, not the same ones.
Even though the scenarios in dreams don’t always make sense. Understand,that’s because you are on a whole different dimensional plane than Earth. There are different properties on each plane. Although you can’t fly without a plane on earth, you can fly in your dreams. Different plane, different game.
Perhaps, next time you go to sleep try to direct yourself somewhere specific. Maybe, see if you can go where you want to go. Be a more active player. Set an intention to meet a certain loved one that has passed over. Just see if you can. It can’t hurt. Make sure you keep a pencil and paper by the bed to write down anything important you want to remember.
If people realized that dreams were real, they would have more faith in the afterlife and their own inner power. We are all just travelers on the road of life, travel lightly.
*This post is for my friends and family. People that actually know me in real life. I want you to understand how I got to this point, how I changed so much in just nine months and why I am writing a blog at all.*
I had a three-fold awakening.
I had a physical awakening about the world we live in.
This concerns the food and water we consume, the government, the media, and basically, the LIES we are fed. I realized that our government just does not have our best interests at heart. In reality, we gave our permission away when we, as a society, agreed to put our trust in others, rather then ourselves. See my very first post. “Are You Awakening?”
I had a psychic awakening.
I realize, in retrospect, that this began when I was pregnant with my second child. I have always been in tuned with this other side, but not really talked about it. During my psychic awakening, it was just really magnified and really brought to the fore front of my thoughts, where I could not deny it anymore. Also, when we, my husband and I, had our physical awakening, it caused us to eat better. We started eating organically and stopped drinking fluoridated water. I think eating better helped open my abilities because my body wasn’t so full of crap. I will write a post on my personal experience and how other people experience psychic awakening in a separate post. I also want to say that everyone is psychic and has intuitive abilities. It is a choice whether they develop them. We all, after all have a 3rd eye, also know as the pineal gland. This is the seat of the soul and psychic abilities.
I had a spiritual awakening.
I really can’t say how I made this leap. It was really very natural for me. I began reading channelings. A channeling is a higher dimensional being, speaking through another person, to deliver messages that are beneficial to the human race. Examples of these beings are; Jesus, Archangels, Buddha, Krishna and many others that you might not have heard of. It was news to me that you could actually hear from Jesus or an angel. When I started reading these channelings, I really felt they resonated as truth. I feel truth is really hard to find in our society. I always thought religion was a “load of bollocks” as my husband would say. It just never seemed right to me because the God I knew was not cruel. He wouldn’t damn us to hell if he loved us. I am not damned to hell if I don’t believe every single thing religion says. I don’t even believe in hell. If a church loved it’s members, why would they propagate such fear? Why do you have to give money to a church that already has loads of it and doesn’t even pay taxes? Why do you even have to go to a place to worship? I don’t like the word worship. Spirituality doesn’t require worship. It requires faith in the unknown and a belief in a creator outside yourself. Spirituality is an inner experience. There is no need to go to a specific place to experience it. These are things I just feel. I have learned to use my own inner gauge to know what is right and real for me. Everyone should do this.
Where do I get the information for my blog?
I get it from multiple places; internet sites, books I have read, or I channel it.
You can take it for what you will. You don’t have to agree with everything I say. In fact, you can think it is all “utter bollocks” and I am OK with that. I realize now that people do not have to agree about everything to get along.
My first priority is and always will be, my kids. In fact, I believe, my children will have an advantage because I will always promote free thinking and open mindedness. I will not force my beliefs on them either. I just want them to discern what is truth for them, whatever that maybe.
I just need to be my truest self, which is the person I am now. I have only put myself out there in hopes of helping someone else or to inspire someone else to be their truest self, even if it is not the norm. My hope is that my journey will inspire your journey.
So what happened to me? I found my own personal journey to what is truth for me. No more no less.
I support anyone’s life choices. Whatever love you find in this world, whether man or woman, I say take it!
Love is love.
With that said, I would like to propose a spiritual explanation for homosexuality.
I have said before in previous blog posts I believe in reincarnation. I believe that souls have incarnated many times.
In the spiritual realms, as well as our own, there is need for balance. Yin and yang, alpha and omega, black and white, dark and light, positive and negative, male and female.
A soul requires balance as well. You need to be male just as many times as female and vice versa.
However, when some souls experience too many lives as one sex then many of those physical characteristics come through in the next life. This is just past life carry over. The soul was not as balanced as it could have been. There is no judgement in this. It is neither right nor wrong, it just is.
There are varying degrees of past life carry over. It all depends on the individual. Genetics still play a role in that they are influenced by the soul. Strong characteristics of a soul come out in all forms, not just sexual preference.
This is ALL OK. It is simply a soul memory that is very strong carrying over into the next life. Much like if you had a phobia from a past life. I say phobia and I don’t mean this in a negative way. I am just using this as an example.
However,there are situations where it is not about balance. Some souls specifically incarnate as homosexuals because there is much soul growth to be obtained. It is not an easy ride for some of these individuals in our society. These hardships can create learning experiences and can clear much karma.
So there you have it a “different” explanation for something that really should not need explaining at all because it is ALL OK!
God appreciates and acknowledges all forms of love. ❤
The truth is, a vast majority of the people on earth do not utilize the Spirit world. They don’t acknowledge their Spirit team or The Archangels that stand ready to help them. That is what they are there for. You need only ask.
They give signs to show that they are there. Without a physical body, for the most part, they do not just materialize in front of you. They are on a different frequency then you. A frequency is like different channels on a radio. You have to tune in to a certain channel to hear that song. We operate on one channel and the Spirit world operates on another.
What is a Spirit Guide?
A spirit guide is a being you picked before you were born, to guide and protect you while in this life. A spirit guides *job* is to help you accomplish your “Earth Mission” that you wrote before you came here. Depending on who you talk to, they can be called : guides, advocates, or guardian angels.
A guide can be a person, animal, deceased relative, ascended master, nature spirit or angel. They will sometimes shift form depending on the lesson they want to convey.
On your earth mission, you had things you wanted to accomplish, karma you wanted to work out and a destiny to fulfill. Your Spirit Guides are there to help you stay on course. They can only help you, if you ask for their help.
That’s right. If you don’t ask, you will not receive. However, asking, can simply be a prayer to God. It doesn’t specifically have to be for them. Any call to the Divine is sufficient.
Signs from Spirit Guides:
-Feathers
-Seeing repeating numbers: 333,111,222,444,555 These numbers have specific meanings and you can Google the meanings of each individual one.
-Hearing a song over and over again in your head: Listen very carefully to the words in the song, as it may have a message in it.
-Recurring dreams
-A certain animal you keep seeing over and over again: We have a creek behind our house and we have an iguana that loves to sunbathe on our dock. I come to find out one of my Spirit animals is an iguana. Go figure!
-Animal that acts strangely: For example a bird that keeps coming to your house and staring at you.
-An unusually beautiful or rare animal: My guides like to send me very unusual, but beautiful butterflies.
-Coincidences or synchronistic events occur: Example: You think you might like to try a new hobby, but don’t know where to get started. The next day that hobby shows up on your Facebook feed or you get something in the mail about it.
-Clouds: Unusually shaped clouds that have personal meaning to you.
-Coins: Example: My dad and I had just gotten off the phone where we had a very enlightening chat. He looked down at the ground and found a penny with the year I was born on it.
-Rainbows
All of these things are attention getters. Whatever they can do to get your attention, that’s what they will do.
I know many people receive feathers, but I personally, do not like them. I feel like they have germs on them. Whether they do or don’t doesn’t matter. What does matter is that my guides will not send them to me because of this. I specifically asked them for one and you know what they did? They sent one to me during mediation in my head.
If you are curious whether you have guides try this:
Find some time where you will be alone for a few minutes. Sit or lay down. Ask for just one of your guides to come into your personal space. Close your eyes and feel the difference in your body when they do this. Do you feel tingly? Do you feel dizzy? Do you see colors? Do you feel a buzzing or ringing in your ears? Does you heart race?
Now ask them to step out of your personal space and see how you feel now. You can practice this over and over again. Each guide has a signature of how they FEEL. You can recognize them when they are around by this feeling. You can also ask for a different guide next time you try and they will have a different signature. Don’t forget to thank them after you are finished!
*There are also a TON of meditations you can find online to “meet” your guides.
Whatever way your guides choose to communicate with you, know that they know you sometimes better then you know yourself. They will only choose things for you that are for your highest good.
*Know* that they are just dying, no pun intended, to meet you! You have only to ask!
Reincarnation is real. We aren’t told about it because it would give us too much freedom and happiness. “Aw, it’s ok, I didn’t get that this time. I’ll learn it the next time.” I have personally been regressed myself and have seen a few past lives.
Each soul has lived many lives. You have lived so many lives, you as a soul, may be hard pressed to remember the first couple. You don’t have to anyway because it is all recorded in the big “Book of Life”, also know as the Akashic Records. Every human being that has ever lived is recorded in this book.
Now having lived, you have also died. You have died many, many times. Dying is like anything in life, perfectly natural. Such as when you were a baby and you took your first step or when you fell in love for the first time. These are all things we have done so many times there is a soul memory, even if we have the deepest forgetfulness in this life.
When you go to sleep at night your soul leaves your body through the top of your head. How can this be though right? You’d die? NO. Until it is “your time”, your soul and your body are connected by a silver cord. When it is your time, you pass through the veil to the other side and the cord is severed. That is when you officially leave that body behind.
A lot of times there is much more to dying then just an accident. You have soul agreements with other souls on the planet that you have to work out before you leave. You have karma to work out. You usually have a destiny to fulfill. This is not to say that everything is preordained, but some things absolutely are. Your destiny is one of them. A destiny could be as simple as finding your husband and having a child or as complex as being a ruler of the free world. None is better than another and all serve a purpose for the whole.
What is it like to die? I’ve read many books about past life regression. One put it very succinctly. He described death like this. Imagine that you dive into a deep, dark pool and swim all the way to the bottom. It is dark and it is cold, but then you reach the bottom and swim back up to the surface to the light. When you break through the water into the light you have crossed over. This is what dying is like. There is nothing to fear. You are simply going from one energetic physical existence to another mostly energetic existence. You have done this many times and in many ways. You will still be you.
You chose to be here. You chose your parents and what country you wanted to be born in. You chose your birthday for it’s significant meaning. You chose everything down to the last detail. You studied different subjects to prepare. You were assisted by Ascended Masters/teachers who help you choose certain things. No one forced you to be here. You always had the choice to NOT incarnate.
What about Karma? Karma is not as some think a punishment system. Karma is a learning system. It is all about soul growth and lessons. For example; if I killed you in another life. I would have accrued karma from this. The soul is different from the human ego. It would desire to learn this lesson. Maybe in a next life I would have a soul agreement with you where you would be my child and you would be handicapped. I would spend my life in service to you to make up for the harm I had done you. Karma is really just lessons you didn’t learn. Things that just didn’t click in that life.
When you die there will be a life review. You will relive everything you had experienced in that life over again, but you will see and FEEL how those actions affected others. When you made fun of that boy on the school bus, you will feel the embarrassment he felt. On the flip side, every act of kindness you made, you will feel and see how this affected others. A small act of kindness can travel very far and change the world in ways you never realized when you were alive. That is really how you measure a life, in kindnesses.
God does not judge. Judgement is reserved for the beings of THIS planet. In religion, when you die you will be “judged for your sins”. I’m here to tell you that is a LIE. The only being that will judge you, is yourself.
What is it like to die? I ask you, what is it like to live? In the span of eternity this life is only the blink of an eye. Why not live it that way?
Many people have forgotten that planet Earth is a sentient being. She has a name: Gaia Sophia. She is an incarnate being just like you and me, but she is incarnate as a planet. Bet you didn’t know you could “be” a planet did you?
The Earth’s body is our home. She provides everything we need. Without her, we would not be able to survive.
Her elements are earth, air, fire and water. Remember that nineties show Captain Planet? It’s kinda like that. Each force of nature has an Elemental to care for it. The Elementals are a fourth dimensional Unity Consciousness. They have some individuality, but they are part of a whole.
Our human body is a microcosm of earth. We are a smaller replica of Earth, in that we have the same elements; earth, air, fire and water.
Since these Elementals are a group consciousness, they are conscious within you. As a group consciousness, they share all thoughts and feelings with each other. There is no separation between them. If you are feeling negative inside, the Elementals share this feeling of negativity with the outer Elementals. This is called Planetary Consciousness. Our inner affects the outer and that is why it is so important to be a beacon of light and love.
Element of water: The Elementals governing water are called the Undines. We are composed of 50-80% water, depending on the person. Next time you consume some water, send that water some love. Ask your guides or higher self to bless it. This will improve your health for sure and assist in your Ascension process. Better yet, drop a blessed crystal into your drinking water to clean your water or place one in your refrigerator and freezer. Now a days the food available is so chockful of chemicals and pesticides it really is a wonder they call it food at all. Blessing your crystals will help remove those toxins.
I like to take some crystals and bless them and then throw them in a river or pond near my house. Know that this is helping to clean the water and sends love to the plants and animals who live there. This is a great service to Mother Earth and the Elementals.
Element of Earth: The elementals of Earth are the Gnomes. In your body this is represented as your carbon based matter. Inwardly when we are afraid, confused or chaotic this can show outwardly on the earth we walk upon. This can cause geological instability of the planet cause earth changes; earthquakes and such.
Element of Fire: The Elementals called the Salamanders. This is represented as the firing of synapses in your brain and as the Kundalini life force energy. Fire in our bodies can be represented by our passion.
Element of Air: This is the Slyphs. The air in our bodies is represented by every in breath we take. We take in air and we live, if we don’t take in air we pass out and suffocate. Air in our body is representative of our thoughts. If you are having moody thoughts this could cause a moody looking sky.
Since our planet is mostly in fourth dimensional consciousness now, our thoughts can create our reality very swiftly. There is almost no lag time.
Create a world of peace on the inside and you will create one on the outside.
the metaphysical mom 